The End Of Life

Ya Rabb akan seperti apa kematian itu? akan seperti apa hamba akan menghadapinya?
Ya Rabb, Cukupkah bekal yang akan hamba bawa untuk bertemu denganMu? Sanggupkah pada saat hari terakhir hamba di dunia, memaafkan orang yang sangat menyakiti hamba, dan dimaafkan oleh orang yang hamba sakiti?

Ya Alloh, di saat hari itu tiba dan hamba berpisah dengan dunia yang fana ini, Apa yang akan orang kenang dari hambaMu ini?
Ya Alloh baguskanlah duniaku karna disinilah tempat hamba menabung amal untuk kehidupan selanjutnya
Ya Alloh lapangkanlah dan terangilah ku kuburku karna di situlah hamba menunggu
Ya Alloh ampuni dosaku..berikan hamba kehidupa yang baik, an hari terbaik saat kembali kepadaMu

Ya Alloh.. Al-baqa'u lillah,,

Postingan Gak Penting!

Morning All? 

Finally it's a Sunday "sunny day. Well, I've spent a lot of my time at back of my desk day by day. I am getting busy for the graduation preparation, Such us : preparing student's performance, preparing teacher's performance and finishing students assessment report, daily report and daily class preparation. Huaaahh.. seems my office is my second home recently. I can have a rest whenever i feel tired, and I spend my daily activities here from 7.30-17.00 here and sometimes even more. Hahahaha.

So, Biar kerjaan lebih ter-cover sayaa harus memboyong barang2 kebutuhan rumah untuk di kantor, kalau laptop dan lainnya pastilah selalu dibawa bahkan saya terkadang meninggalkan piranti itu di kantor biar gak "pegang'' kerjaan di rumah. one day we discuss kl ternyata cewek amat sangat rempong sampe harus bawa-bawa perkaps ini - itu kemana-mana, Apalagi ditambah kalo pulang kerja langsung harus capcus ke Sport Center, tambah lagi deh harus bawa baju renang dan alat-alat mandi pula, jadilah saya toserba yang serbbaaa ada hehehe.. Sebenarnya apasih must have nya kalo di tas wanita eh bukan tas wanita melainkan tas saya hehhehe. , here they are :

GB 1

GB 2

GB 1 : Must "bring" item :
1. HP : Untuk melayani para penggemar hahaha :D
2. Kosmetik Dasar : SunScreen gel, Lotion, Parfum, lipstik, bedak. biar kece! :D

GB 2: Must "bring" item :
1. Dompet : Jelaasss, ga lucu kan kalo lagi makan di warung trus ga bisa bayar :D
2. Kamera pocket : Yaa.. buat dokumentasi kalo lagi liat yang kece2 di jalan :D

Et Voilaaaa.. itu dia yang ak bawa di dalam tas,, kalo kalian girls? :)..* duh gak penting en sok ngartis banget yak gueeehhh hahahaha

Just Be Grateful!

After two months of my birthday, i never felt as younger and healthier than before like the way i am living now. I am 26 years old right now, but i feel as if i am 17. hahahahah. Just be grateful, After I had a big waves attacked to my life two weeks before my birthday, i just realized that nothing can change your life except you (your self)accept your self as who you are. Something bad may happened to you in your past, but it's not past anymore, the place you are living right now is now, PRESENT!

I was Insomnia patient before, for some stressful problems, i had a trouble of sleeping for some weeks, i took a medicine to make me sleep, but it solved my problems temporary. I felt like it was my big trouble because to much stress make me have those problems (sleep and appetite problems) . i read journals, i read inspiring book from inspiring people, i decided to have to change. Finally, I see that God makes me read the true path that makes me realize that HE REALLY LOVES ME so much. I tried to accept my self, love my self, and never punish my self again too hard for the mistakes in the past. My mind, body and soul were really tired to be sacrificed for almost three years before. I realize that it is time to have long ME time to LOVE Your self, do what you want, and Make you self happy. be Happy and be Happy. I travel a lot, I visit my friends' house, stay and cooking together, I do Swimming and I tried to be attached more to my family esp my my parents more and more than before.

Friends.. something bad may be happened to your life, but this is to teach you about LIFE its self. Believe me it makes you stronger. DOING such revenge for the people in the past? NO, BIG NO! Just love your self, your family and friends and everybody around you who love you for who you are, BE GRATEFUL to your GOD, because everything happens for a REASON.. the REASON is to make you STRONGER.. So Just be Grateful and Love your self , :)

count on me

you can count on me like 123 i'll be there
And I know when i need it i can count on you like 432 and you'll be there
cause that's what friends are supposed to do
you'll always have my shoulder when you cry

you can count on me cause i can count on you :)

About My exercise

hello...

Sudah beberapa kali saya latihan renang dann apakah ada progresss? tentu. Saya benar2 tidak bisa renang sama sekali, dan guru private saya bilang saya bukan orang yang kinestetik tappiiii dia memuji motivasi dan semangat saya untuk bisa berenang. Saya suka dengan filosofi renang itu sendiri, Just Do It! katanya jangan banyak mikir, lakukan saja, seiring dengan perjalanan waktu kamu akan menemukan gaya yang menurut kamu paling nyaman.

Dengan renang saya berubah menjadi sisi yang sama sekali bukan saya, saya itu pemikir sejati, apa apaaa dipikirkan dan terlalu banyak pertimbangan. Dalam renang semakin kamu mikir, semakin kamu akan lama menguasai teknik berenang. 

So far, saya senang dengan hobi baru ini. Dan senangnya hobi baru saya memunculkan ide untuk membentuk acara ruti berenang bareng temen-temen kerja. Yuk olah raga, biar sehat pikiran dan Jiwa. Sibukkan dengan hal-hal poisitif jadi ga ada waktu buat membenci, berdebat dengan orang lain. Upsss .. Karena ini musim pilpress ya teman-teman :)

I Love My Job

Have i told you that being a teacher is the most perfect job i've wanted since i was child. Fastrack helps me to realize one of my dreams. this is why i really feel so grateful to Alloh, And also thankful to Mr. Erman Royadi and Mrs. Alissa Wahid as the owner of fastrack who allow me to improve my capability in teaching in Fastrack. Have I told you that i worked as a Nanny before? Fastrack allows and believe that my previous job does not matter at all. their trust make me so proud and therefore, i decided to improve my self and my capability here. People say that love your job, because even if your job does not give you much money, it gives you a LIFE and CHANCE. 

once i met Mr. Erman in one of our meeting, he said that he is so thankful for my hard work in Fastrack, he said that i take my responsibility well in doing my job, he sees my effort. He gives me trust, What else makes me you happy, when your boss truthfully appreciate what you do. I will stand up to work even harder to make Fastrack grows better. Even if people said that i am to young to just stay in this company and it is to early to just stay comfortably here, but this is my decision. 

Hasbiy Rabby Ya Alloh..

Sometimes Alloh SWTtakes everything from you so that you may return to HIM
And sometimes Alloh SWT places certain people who let you down in your life to teach you that you should never depend on anyone but HIM